Friday, December 14, 2007

LOSt in OUtERSPaCe~


This blog of mine is not what you think i am. It is actually what i wrote down to remind myself on how I should be. A constant reminder to tell me that life is such that I should just appreciate and be contented with whatever I have. It also reminds me on how i should love someone again when I lost track of it. It also tells me to open my mind heart to forgive and forget. When i read my blog today, I find an ease of heart. Hope you find something from here too. Enjoy!

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

I Was a BitCh and tHiS waS My BitChoLoGy~


When I stand up for myself and my beliefs,they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love,they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind,think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a bitch , so be it. I embrace the title and am proud to bear it.

B - Babe
I - In
T - Total
C - Control of
H - Herself

B = Beautiful
I = Intelligent
T = Talented
C = Charming
H = Hell of a Woman

B = Beautiful
I = Individual
T = That
C = Can
H = Handle anything

Thursday, August 30, 2007

THeSe aRE My FAvoURite tHinGs~

Nara Wanderer is currently living at my place

WithOUt YOu~




The first time I saw you…I knew
I knew I luv U coz my heart stopped
The first time I hear you….. I knew
I knew I luv u coz my heart stopped

Coz’ I …la la la la la la
Love You…

Love can make U feel so funny
No house no car not even money
Will make me feel the way
What I’m really tryin to say
I can’t live another day
Without You
Without You oh …without You

The first time I kiss U I knew
I knew I had U coz’ your heart stopped
The first time I miss u I knew
I knew I never wanna leave you

Coz’ I…la la la la la la
Love You…

Because I...la la la
Love You …love You…


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k1ENBpI6ClQ

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

ThE JOurNey iS My hOMe~

A journey of a thousand miles must begin with a single step. Life is either a daring adventure or nothing. Stop worrying about the potholes in the road and celebrate the journey. Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter. If you don't know where you are going, I will lead you there.

Wednesday, May 9, 2007

LOvinG YOU WaS mY fAvoRite MiStaKe

Even If I Already Knew You Were Gonna Break My Heart, I Still Wouldn't Change The Fact That I Fell In Love With You. The weirdest thing happened the other morning... I woke up with tears in my eyes...and one rolling down my cheek... and I knew I must have been dreaming of you again.

It haS bEEN AwHiLE~


I know in reality we can't be together, so I just close my eyes and you're right here with me...in my dreams you're mine forever. I was reborn when you first kissed me. Part of me died when you left me. But now I still live, waiting for the day you return to me.

Wednesday, May 2, 2007

HiLARiOuSly PIMP~

GLAMOUR PARTS: From hundreds who applied, 24 were picked to compete at the Semi-Finals, where 18 stunning ladies impressed the judges enough to secure them a place at the Grand Finals. Just who will be crowned this year's Miss Singapore Universe? And which lucky ladies will sashay home with the subsidiary awards of Miss Photogenic, Miss Body Beautiful and Miss Charisma? 24-year-old flight stewardess Jessica Tan has beaten 17 other contestants to be Miss Singapore Universe 2007. She walked away with a cash prize of $25,000, a possible television contract and the chance to represent Singapore at the Miss Universe international pageant in Mexico City. UGLY PARTS (these are true): She needs to do her own make up and hair for the contest in Mexico therefore she has to pay a makeup artist and hairstylist to teach and help her with the grooming . (-3k) She has to pay for her air ticket to Mexico!!!! (-2k) She needs to rent her own gowns and costumes for the contest.(-3-5k) She probably has to quit her SQ job just to prepare for all these glamour mama contest. Oh comeon!!!! You will go through so much hassle to be crown just for a year? And the next year you will be totally forgotten? That is so sad......

EteRNity is a TiNy tRee~


The dictionary defines eternity as: Infinite or unending time. Assuming that is true, man can never measure eternity for he will die before an answer can be reached. So if MAN cannot measure eternity and objectively prove that it exists, is there an eternity? It's like asking: If a tree falls in the forest and there is no one to hear it, does it make a sound? Is sound a sound only when it is heard? What if a cat was in the forest? Does it count? What if there were 2 cats? But i digress. While it seems impossible to measure and define eternity, it hasn't stopped us from trying. I have not stopped.
Have you?

Friday, April 27, 2007

Thats ME~ What's yours?


You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.

The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.


What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Thursday, April 26, 2007

LA LA LA~

People who make no mistakes lack boldness and the spirit of adventure. They are the brakes on the wheels of progress. Patience and perseverence have a magical effect which difficulties disappear and obstacles vanish.

L is For the Way you LOOK at Me~

You don't love someone for their looks, or their clothes, or for their fancy car, but because they sing a song only you can hear.
*L.O.V.E*

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

1010VE~

There is one pain I often feel which you will never know because it is caused by the absence of you. There is nothing sadder in this life than to watch someone you love walk away after they have left you. To watch the distance between your two bodies expand until there is nothing left but empty space and silence. That was the day I knew, I never want to feel that pain again.....

Monday, April 16, 2007

GReat lOve~

It's when you shed tears yet you still care; it's when you're ignored yet you still long; it's when he begins to love another yet you still smile and say "I'm happy for you"

Thursday, April 12, 2007

NeGative heARts

I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had. But, I can’t because I know you won't come after me, and I guess that's what hurts the most.

lOve Of tHe LifetiME~

If in this lifetime, I wont get to have you, I'll make sure that if I meet you in my next life, I wont have to think twice on saying that
"I waited a lifetime to say I love you..."

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

YOurs aLWays, youR secret GarDener~

" If i am a Gardener... I'll plant lotz of HUgs & kiSSes on YOu"
Your addictive smile and smell... makes me high and gay~I'm always happy with you
Thank you

Sunday, April 8, 2007

miSsing yOu

When it rains listen closely: When you hear tear drops falling like rain on the rooftops. You don't know what you're listening to, this is me
~missing you~

Friday, April 6, 2007

"HaPPy BiRthDAy"

Hope it adds some special pleasure To the hours of your day to know you're being thought of in the very warmest way... And when your birthday's over, Hope that you'll remember, too, The same warm thoughts as always Will keep going out to you!
~ Happy Birthday ~

Wednesday, April 4, 2007

HaPPY BiRTHdAy tO mY ARiAn GFssSs!!!!!

Aries: Love and Relationships
Your stubborn independence often leads to loneliness, particularly in short-tempered Arians. The need to lead, to explore, to pioneer, often translates to impatience in relationships. At first, a new relationship will be supercharged, fiery, passionate in every way. But as it begins to settle and mature, you are likely to get bored, and begin looking for that excitement elsewhere. This constant relationship "exploring" may be fun at first, but the bouncing around could ultimately get very depressing, as you later find yourself without the long-term companionship others enjoy.Your ideal partnerships are with the other two fire signs, Leo and Sagittarius-you have a great deal in common with both. Aries and Libra is an excellent match of opposites, however-it mates Mars with Venus, and many secondary Arian character traits are primary with Libra, and vice-versa.
Those partnerships you should avoid are with Pisces (too sentimental for you), Gemini (too much bickering), and Virgo (too fussy for you).

Monday, April 2, 2007

fORGeT fRienDs NOt~

*A Friend is someone who knows all about you and loves you anyway!!!*
There was one time, one moment, you held me in your arms when i was drown with spirits, Thank you my friend

Friday, March 30, 2007

SomeDay~


Someday someone might come into your life and love you the way you've always wanted.If your someday was yesterday, learn....If your someday is tomorrow, hope....If your someday is today, cherish....

Saturday, March 24, 2007

GOoD oR BAD~

Letting go, even if it hurts, doesn't mean you have to let go of everything. You just have to let go of the person and your feelings for her/him but the memories will always be there whether it's good or bad. Because everytime you remember those memories,it will always put a smile into your heart. And be glad that once in your life this person made you happy and put colors into your life even if it's just for a while

ActiOn sPeaKs LoUDeR~

Let us not love with words or tongue but with actions and in truth

My aLL tiMe faVouRite pAir of sHOEs~


Sometimes in love you must accept the fact that what makes the person you cared about happy might on the other hand leave you so lonely.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

ClOse tO yOu~

Love is holding that special someone closely and realizing that is still isn't close enough

tHe OnE~

If she is the first thing you think of when you wake up, the only thing you think of when you're awake, and the last thing you think of before you go to bed, then she is really somebody special

I BEliEve In lOve At FiRst SiGhT~

Love Is Running Into His Arms; Colliding With His Heart; And Exploding Into His Soul

Friday, March 16, 2007

YOu~

I love the sun for days, the moon for night, and you forever by my side

tO my Only frienD~

A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words

All fOr lOve~

*Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go*

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

lOve it OR HatE it~

*Ingredients*
*Yeast Extract*Salt*Vegetable Extract*Niacin*Thiamin*Spice Extracts*Riboflavin*Folic Acid*Celery Extract*Vitamin B12*
Marmite is not only renowned for its errr, distinctive flavour, but it's also a good source of B vitamins, completely vegetarian, is a low fat food and is very low in sugar.B vitamins benefit your body in all sorts of ways. They help regulate the kidneys, liver and nervous system as well as assisting with skin disorders and boosting energy...

Friday, March 9, 2007

kiSS gOODBye~


Often times we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to. Though that doesn’t mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care. Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you

tO my lOvely EYES~

Don't Cry Over Someone That Won't Cry Over You

theRe aRe 4 tHinGs tHat yOu CanNOt ReCOver~

*The stone after the throw*
*The words after it's said*
*The occasion after the loss*
*The time after it's gone*

Thursday, March 8, 2007

BAH~

*Never forget that you are unique, like everyone else.*Have you ever lend someone a 20 and never seen that person again? It was probably worth it.*If you tell the truth, you don't have to remember anything.*The quickest way to double your money is to fold it in half and put it back in your pocket.*There are two theories about how to win an arguement with a woman. Neither one works.*The most wasted day of all is one in which we have not laughed.*

QuOte Of tHe DaY~


*Buying things for the gal is nothing....is just mere material....treating her right is everything....is whether she deserve it or not*

Wednesday, March 7, 2007

lOve WeaPOn~

*I'm just a girl standing in front of a boy...asking him to love her*

hOw to lOse yOur lOve HaNDles~

  1. The best exercise to help tone the love handles are side bends.
  2. Standing straight with knees slightly bent and feet apart, then slowly lower the trunk a few inches to the left side then back again to do the right side.
  3. Try to keep the body and legs in line by not bending forwards or backwards.
  4. Another great exercise to lose love handles is torso twists.
  5. While standing firmly with feet shoulder width apart, the torso twists gently to the left side then to the right while at the same time trying to limit the movement from the hips.
  6. During the movements the torso should always remain upright, there should be no bending involved.
  7. Care should also be taken not to twist too far as its easy to pull a muscle when exercising the love handles!
  8. Eat healthy~

Tuesday, March 6, 2007

GreaSe bALL~

School is still the same. There's still that one guy that you get up and go to school for in the morning. The one with the mysterious confidence that every girl falls for. Those years of school wouldn't have been the same without him. I wouldn't have been the same without him. Those days i miss...

fOOls RuSh iN~

*You are what I never knew I always wanted*

Monday, March 5, 2007

MinDleSS Self InDulGence

*V.I.P*
Very imPorTant PrinCEss

tHe G CLEF~

Sometimes your nearness takes my breath away; And all the things I want to say can find no voice.

tHinGs tHat maKes yOu GO Woo~

Listen more carefully • Notice the seasons change • Hold hands with someone you love • Give more hugs • Watch more sunsets • Take walks • Sing out loud more often • Break dance a little • Have more picnics • Make friends wherever you go • Feel good about yourself • Daydream a little • Laugh as much as possible • Take your shoes off • Use your imagination • Tell more stories....

Thursday, March 1, 2007

SilENt luCiDity~

In love you best allies remain the unspoken words.
Some emotions don't make a lot of noise.
It's hard to hear pride.
Caring is real faint ~like a heartbeat.
And pure love ~why, some days it's so quiet, you don't even know it's there....

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

HEy YOU!


What kind of name is OX?
No, not like the animal OX, as in HUG and KISS! How can he hug you with such short arms? OX uses his ears! He's not a very good listener, but he puts his ears to good use in many other ways! OX is great at magic, and his best trick is turning your stuff into his stuff. His best buddy calls that stealing, but OX just wants to borrow things from you for a few hundred years. He promises to put everything back when he's done. What he wants to steal most are kisses and HuGs, whether they're in the chocolate variety or just plain, and he promises to be your friend if you would lend him a hand, or an ear...or like YOur heaRt!

hEaRt over HeaD's tHeoRy~

You can't "just be friends" with the person you're in love with...it's not that easy. I will never lose hope On the person I choose to give my love to,if you'd always be the reason why my heart aches, who cares? you'd still be the reason why my heart beats...

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

StraNGe LoVe

Sometimes it's a form of love just to talk to somebody that you have nothing in common with and still be fascinated by their presence.

Monday, February 26, 2007

A GeNtle ReMinDer~

Let's try to remember that love means;
keeping in touch with each other's thoughts and feelings...
listening, not just to words, but to the emotions behind them...
seeing, not just the smiles and frowns, but the hurts and pleasures that causes them...

tHe SAnDCAstLe~